Sangatsu Kokonoka

Assalamualaikum..

Today is 9 March.A very special day for me.because?it's Sangatsu Kokonoka!

Sangatsu Kokonoka :(

What happen with Sangatsu Kokonoka? 9 March? so then? only me know what happen with that day.

Frust.Brokenheart.Iknowuarecruelenough.Sad.Cringwithlotsoftears.

:/

9 March...

Me also have a letter to give to Mr.Asou Kun.But he will never got it because i am already save it in my album.


                        TO:ASOU-KUN

There are some things that i cant say to youface to face. So, im writing a letter.

For always being by my side, thank you. For always encouraging me,thank you.

You’ve found what you wanted to do. And are now working towards it.

And seeing that makes me happy. You’ll gain a lot of knowledge.

And meet a lot of new people. From now on, u’ll continue to live on.

Your future is expanding by infinite proportions. But in my case, it’s not the same.

But in the future that i have left. How should i go about living it?

That’s all that there is. There’s nothing we can do about this difference.

Everyday, im fighthing against myself. To try to suppress such feelings, i’ve used up all my energy.

Here’s the truth. It’s painful to be with name...

Wanting to do this, wanting to do that. Thinking that if i didn’t get this disease,

Then i would be able to do them all. When im with Asou-Kun..

I’ll keep on wanting a drean that can never come true. Of course, it’s not name’s fault.

But im envy you, And i feel sorry for myself.

It doesn’t matter what i do, But with the me right now,

Im becoming more miserable. If it stays like this, i wont have the courage to live on.

Thank you for doing so much for me. For saying that you like me, even the way i am now,thank you

Im sorry that i can’t give you anything in return. I cant, see you anymore.

LALALALA~

 To be able to smile and tell everyone this; i have, at

least, cried one litre of tears. "

 .. sorry I talk toorubbish: